ok, i think i am crapping too much here! HAHAHA
you know, just wanna share this conversation i had with denzel today
denzel:"what if ar, next time our group(mshs) grow until SO big like 20 people??"
me:"then, we will be leading this people"
denzel:"HUH? me?"
haha, denzel, have more faith in yourself haha.
anyway, good vision denzel have too. just need a little more faith, in yourself.
like what marcus said"seats for 30". wow.
i can really see and visualise it now. three rows(if that makes up 30+) filled with F23 people turning up for CG, service. WOW. i can see it now, 50+ people turning up for a prayer meeting at my school that we may hold. WOW.
maybe, we shld start visualising too. haha. visualise that we shall be a leader leading people of our school?
what Pastor How said really impacted me. alining our vision, hearing, confession, touch and thoughts with God. sometimes i say "i cant, i cant!" and power seep away.
i think i should start seeing in God's sights too. sometimes i think soo much, that i totally push myself down and let faith turn into fear and doubts. irritating aint it?? haha!!
-daryl